I Hate Life

Don't even know why I'm writing this. It will just be a waste........thinking about going away for some time. Finding a hole to crawl into and just disappearing. I know I shouldn't, but then again with the mood I'm going to carry for the next while nobody is going to want mw to be around me. Disconnecting would at least give me the solace in knowing nothing else will stab me in the heart. I should have seen this coming and yet I always hope things will be different with certain outcomes. This is going to be a long night...........FUCK!